"I wanted someone that would hold onto me just because he could. I wanted someone that would hold my hand in front of his friends, and someone that would kiss me like he meant it. I wanted someone that would always be honest with me, even if it hurt my feelings. I wanted someone that I knew I could trust, and someone who could be not only my lover, but my best friend.
I wanted someone that I could talk to about the little stuff, and not just the big stuff. I wanted someone that would listen to me, and I wanted someone that would watch sappy romance movies with me, if only just to make me happy.
I wanted someone that wouldn't be afraid to show me, and tell me, how he really feels about me."
-Her Prince Charming(Fictionpress)

AAAWW.i think that pretty much sums up like everything.siggggghhhh

ANYWAYS!i havent updated in a week so here i am:).
MONDAY(30th Nov):SLLEEPOVER AT CELLYWELLYWA'S!lizzi lissa and i went arnd 3 and then we played monopoly(of which i declared bankruptcy:(), game of life(I WON!), did some facebook stalking, had pizza for dinner,watched UP,THE PERFECT MAN,and 40 DAYS AND 40 NIGHTS(M18)hahaha.we kept M18 one till late and watched it in bed.slept in the twins' room haha.then we talked cuz we couldnt sleep.talked abt alot of stuff,aahhh love them!and we all slept at like 4!

TUESDAY(1st dec):woke up at like 12plus!hahaha.such pigs hehe.then we played cluedo(LIZZI WON!but i got the answer too hehe unfortunately it wasnt my turn), had lunch, played game of life(I WON!) and played monopoly(i got second to lissa the 'kiamsiap')teehee.FUN FUN FUN FUN.HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MUM&DAD!HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABBY!

THURSDAY(3rd dec): CHRISSY CAME OVER!and we spent the day tgt.haha we talked alot, did facebook stalking(damn freaking funny), talked somemore, and watched princess hours.LOVE HER TTM OF THE MAX.GAZILLION LOADS OF FUN.sry i can't go for your x'mas party darling!

FRIDAY(4th): had lunch with the grandparents.Tata bought his new car.then mum, kieran and i went out to town.dad was still in NZ.went to taka, wisma and ion.I bought some stuff;) including a tinkerbell file!and then it dawned on me, whilst looking at all the kiddy things, that i'm growing up:(.looking at the barney pencil cases and strawberry shortcake stuff and carebears,i realised that i truly am going into a new phase.in IJ,i could bring whatever and people wouldn't think i'm weird, but i guess it wont be that way in JC.haiz.i was damn depressed after that!cause there was a kids fair on and i saw the HI-5!and whilst all the kids were jumping around and singing, i just watched;wishing, that perhaps even for a second, i could be in their shoes.siggghhh.anyways, did lots of x'mas shopping!and then continued watching princess hours at home:)

SATURDAY:watched The Proposal with mum and kieran.AWESOME HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE!ahhh damn funny! then went for Vanessa's PARRTTTYY.haha twas fun!played games and stuffs.yummy food with an even yummier carebear cake with fudge.aunty sham baked me a special cupcake which was extremely delish.haha.Dad came back from NZ;) and joined us at the party.

SUNDAY:Tata was hospitalised for a mild heart attack-ish thing and was in ICU.i was so scared:(:(.and it was supposed to be his birthday lunch:(.mum and dad went to the hospital at 1am and all my aunties and uncles went at arnd 3am and stayed on till he was discharged at 12.whoa.i was at home and woke up at 9.how pathetic.anyways, happy he got discharged but the doctor only allowed him to leave if he rested and didnt do anything.finished watching princess hours.SHIN GOON<3

MONDAY: went for facial and shopped with mum at bishan.bought the latest J.D ROBB book and i'm almost done with it:).also bought shoess.then went for the catehist mtg at church.celly and i were the only 2 youths HAHA.felt so young.but the ppl were real friendly and i think that charlene rocks.haha she said that she was so happy that i'm teaching cuz like i was her ex-student and all.haha.then stayed over at grandma's house.tata and i watched scrubs and upin&ipin tgt hehe.

TUESDAY:HAPPY BIRTHDAY TATA!spent the day with the grandparents:) fun<3.then party at night with the whole family.pot luck with yummy food and yummy cakes!watched sg idol and TABBY'S OUT.teehee i want sylvia to win!!

WEDNESDAY(TODAY):out with lissa and amanda!watched New Moon with lissa first.it was not bad and i'd ttly rate it 3 stars(the most).i liked the action part and kristen stewart looks more attractive.and omg.JACOB AKA TAYLOR LAUTNER IS FREAKING HAWT!i was telling lissa that i didnt feel cold in teh cinema cause of his HEAT.whooo.Taylor Swift is LUCKY.haha but she rocks, so its okay.teehee jelly brought up that is they got married, she'd be TAYLOR LAUTNER too.HAHAHA.joke.then met ahmandahh and went to hougang mall.ate pastamania and walked around.mum and aunty sham were there too-.- haha so i met up with them later.we had tea then they came over:)then went to borders with daddy!bought 4 BOOKS!here are the titles:
-Creation in death(J.D.ROBB=nora roberts)
-Vision in White(nora roberts)
-Change of Heart(jodi picoult)
-Emma(jane austen)
AND AND AND I ONLY PAID $1.60!!!!!!!!!!!!!!dad had 35% off and i had a $40 gift card.AWESOME OR WHAT.dad bought 8 books!HAHAHA.damn damn happy. then came home and packed.
Tmr i'm off to CHINA!at night.so i'd probably update again before i leave.

Nights ppl.gta go fin my J.D ROBB book.

okay i'm on a blogging spree.mostly because i'm really bored haha
GOT MY SPECTACLES YTD!they're black.and they look kinda okay on me, but i think i look nerdyy haiz.and i bought my boyfriend blazer!whooo finally!its nice:).

omg i keep on replaying scenes in You're Beautiful.according to mel, the next episode is coming out today at 3!i rly rly hope so.

gonna arrange my closet and give away my clothes, theres too many haha.then later i have to go for the China tour talk.oh yeah, i'm gg to CHINA for my holiday hahaha.going to Beijing, Tian Zen(sp?) and Cheng Du i think.can't wait to SHOP!haha but i kinda wanna see the historical sites too ,how cool.

next week's our sleepover(lizzi,celly and lissa)!eggciting!then i've gta hang with chrissy!miss her.and dad's giving me my work next week, so i guess i'll be busy too.

i just love the holidays.don't you?

bleahs i have a fever after getting the seasonal flu jab :/ stupid.
yesterday spent the day with lissa!we went to rent movies, had lunch and came back to my place to watch.watched the clique and my sassy girl.not bad, but i couldnt stand the clique cause they're 13 yr olds.so young and yet they have crushes and care about brands and all that.haha if they were older, it would've been better and if only the guy was hotter.sheesh.haha.then we totally kaypohed our way through facebook haha had lotsa lotsa fun.love you bestie<3

i influenced her so she's gna watch you're beautiful.WHICH IS FREAKING AWESOME.omg i love it!ahhh tae kyung, shin woo and jeremy!jeremy is so funny and cute.and i like both tae kyung and shin woo.haha but i guess tae kyung more.shin woo is so pitiful.2 more episodes and its ending!sigghh.i'll probably rewatch it next year or sth.haha.

Seventeen USA is so much more worth it than s'pore's issues.for 2.99, its thicker and much more interesting!dad bought me the dec and jan issue.really good!the fashion is fabulous.

feeling better so going out later to ikea and queensway to get shoes:). oh and dad got me my Old Navy cap!i'm a happy camper.

I'm in desperate need for more books!i've finished reading everything already and so now fictionpress is all i have.and even that i've read alot.haiz.

okay, i've fulfilled my blogging quota.
ciao chicas!

OMG IT HAS BEEN AGES.haha
and i'm forced to blog since Ash is nagging me.haha

so, O's are like FINALLYYYY over baby!omg no more studying and all that whoo!keep on going out and stoning!
PROM:
went crazy the weekend before trying to find all my stuff and ended up buying a super ex dress for 127!GASP.geez still can't believe i spent so much.anyways, prom was rly awesome!everyone looked amazing.had my hair done and mum did my makeup.Took lotsa pics!won the 207th prize for lucky draw which was some crappy bag.how sad.and mao won lip gloss!unfaiirr.anyways, i was chosen to rep 4/2 in the Miss IJ pagaent.like can you believe it?how retarded haha.i was cursing all the way up to the stage!chrissy represented 4/8:):).omg then we had to do a catwalk.A CATWALK!srzly,i NEVER wear heels and they made me do a catwalk.i probably looked like some clown.HAHA.then there was a Q&A round and they asked me to choose one IJ value and i completely forgot!haha i wasn't sure if love was a value so i just said compassion and crapped my way through.it was so blah.haha.i didn't really care if i like won or whatever.pagaents just aren't my thing!haha so imagine my surprise when the emcee announced that i freaking won Miss CHIJ.haha or in other words, prom queen.HAHAHA what a joke.yeah so i was crowned and alll.
anywayyys.DANCED THE NIGHT AWAY!omg non-stop till 12!my feet ache like shittt.yeah then cabbed home.mao qy arielene and court stayed over!haha watched house bunny and laughed and talked nonsense and played word games cuz we couldnt sleep.ARIELENE SLEPT ON COURT'S BRA.hahaha JOKE.yeah had fun!LOVE YOU GUYS!
kk i've gtg and watch BOF with mum!she's addicted to it and so is my bro!damn glad i've got the cd haha.oh and daddy's coming back tonight from san fran!missed him so much and he said he bought me stuff!yay.haha gna go pick him up later then he's back fro 4 days before flying off to NZ on fridayyy.:( sighs.he has to travel a lot now cuz he pushed back all his trips for my O's.:)

GU JUN PYO'S CALLING MY NAME!
byyee,
mars!

'I’d be an astronaut just so I could take her to see the stars. I’d become a sailor so I could show her the sea. I’d learn to play the guitar just so I could compose for her'



awww.haha.school's been draggy.screwed up amath test.liked emath.whatevverrr.anyways on a lighter note, lizzi's birthday was on thursdayy!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!LOVE YOU TILL THE END OF TIME<333333333333333333333333333333333333333333!

so gave her her present and celly's 16 apple tea bottles.god knows how much her tiny bladder can hold.haha.then we went out to FISH&CO!haha lissa damn friggin funny!and lizzi had to stand up and hold the sparklers.and they sand the birthday rap!whoots.unfortunately there was close to no one there, so she couldnt embarrass herself:((haha.but the rap was cool.lissa and i tried to do one of our own.but failled.haha.then we went to watch HARRY POTTER!omg lizzi was squeezing my hand like mad.OUCH.haha and her bladder really is the smallest thing.Harry potter was kinda boring but okay i guess.haha.ginny and harry can't kiss for nuts.and ron is sooo cute,he's all buff now.but damn freaking funny!so then after that did some rubbish stuff and went home:)hope she had funn!
yesterday: freaking tired in school.i was like half sleeping during history.Fausta tan KEPT ON picking on me!haha but i was listening!arghnoying.then out with jia to studyy at starbucks!it was fun!managed to do phy<3.haha love you loads jia!!<33333333.so yeah.then came home and slept kinda early.rly rly tired.k wells.got tuition now.see ya.

xoxo,
mars

argh EXHAUSTED!
school today was friggin boring.like srsly.and my flu has gotten worse.luckily no fever, but its super irritating!and i feel like sleeping all the time too.bleahz.
went out with lissa and celly just now after school.lissa wanted to get steph's gift.haha.so we went to wisma and taka.i ended buying a dress and a chain:P.couldn't help it.so enticing haha.just watched THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW whilst doing my e math paper.which was a liddle hard.i got frustrated.but looking at jake gyllenhaal's face made it all okay:).haha.uhh so much to do so little time.oh wells.i better go study now(must must must must persevere)oh and i've come to a new conclusion.i'm going to leave the decision on whatever jc i want to go to, to God.All i want and will look towards is my 6 points.i can do it.yes i can:).
kay kay.bye peepz.
physics, bring it on baby.

xoxo,
mars!

uhhh sick again fever.Thanks Sarah Mao.haha

oh man, selected to go for chem and amath intensive revision.sucks la.but like i think it will be helpful.i hope it is.

haven't been doing anything at all.just sleeping and watching tv.i don't think that i can even manage to get any studying done.stupid fever.go burn in hell.

been watching youtube vids ALL DAY.gosh i'm pathetic plz.and i absolutely LOVE TAYLOR SWIFT!omg she is fajoahduayduwkyekhjhhcdgh amazing!she rocks.:).

idk if i can go for filming tmr for the humans thing.i feel damn bad cuz i wanna be more involved and now i have this stupid fever.:(:(:(:(.mum probably won't allow me:(.dangggzz.

was talking to celly and lizzi that day on how i can't imagine myself ever being in a relationship and i guess that they agree too.my expectations are way too high.my life is soo weird i swear.oh wells.i think that i'm a confused teenager.i shall just stick to charlie, optimus prime and torres(though hes married:()

o's are just in a few months time.I have to keep pushing on.i have to do well and get my 6 points.:(:( as hard as it may be, i will not give up.NO WAY.i have to.uhhh.

this is a random post.but who cares?

xoxo,

thesickmars!